I’m scared to let it out. Of letting it all loose, because once it starts, it won’t stop. So I try not to dwell on it. I feel myself start to think about it, then push it away abrubtly because I can’t afford the emotional drain it will bring or the delay of sleep or feeling of hollow, crushing emptyness. Most of all, I’m scared of what’s to come. If one horrifying...
"Now, we'll go upstairs really quietly," said...
gryffinclaws: Sounds legit, Fred.
Slightly annoyed at my coach for dragging us out an hour to an invatational that was 8 hours long, when I wasn’t even competing. But saying no to something isn’t really an option in track.My coach is really great, but she’s made running her life and doesn’t care if you have other things going on in your life, she expects the same commitment. And now my mom is pissed because...
Whoah, just missed my 1,000 post mark!
now at 1,002, pretty cool!
A guy and a girl can be just friends, but at one point or another, they will...– 500 Days of Summer (via handmed0wns)
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I feel like maybe I’ve been to unemotional about everything that’s happened. Unemotional probably isn’t the word though. Maybe pushing it aside is. Ignoring it and trying to continue with my life. But while maybe that’s been a good stratagy for getting my life back together, it’s not going to help in the long run or continue to work for the rest of my life. At the...
I'm telling you right now, if a gif of the...